31.8.11

Do you?

takut akan tuhan itu apa sih?
selalu berpikir sebelum bertindak
ada orang yang bilang 'takut ditinggal tuhan'
bukankah itu berarti tuhannya jahat, mengalahkan matahari yang sinarnya diberikan baik untuk orang baik maupun jahat
hmmm

katanya ya, hakekatnya baik dan buruk itu benernya gak pernah ada.
ayo buka pikiran :)
baik itu berarti mayoritas manusia menganggapnya benar.
sedang buruk itu berarti mayoritas manusia menganggapnya salah.
betul kan?

nah
kalo disangkutkan dengan ajaran agama, dimana untuk sebagian orang dianggap topik yang cukup sensitif.. baik buruk itu ter'daftar' sekali urusannya :)

mendapat pertanyaan dan tanggapan tadi bikin sedikit merenung juga.
Ya, mereka tidak mengerti kenapa temannya ketika ditanya takut akan Tuhan itu kok jawabnya takut ditinggalkan.
Saya ngerti dikit..

Sama seperti ketika kita mengenal seseorang.
Semakin intim hubungan kita dengannya semakin kita mengenalnya.
Kalau sekadar tahu, ga masalah kita mo ngapain aja.
Kalau kita dekat, kita lebih menaruh hormat padanya.
Kalau kita sebagai bawahan, kita akan takut melakukan kesalahan dan takut akan hukumannya.
Kalau kita sebagai sahabat, kita takut mengecewakannya.
Dan kalau kita sebagai kekasihnya, kita akan takut kehilangannya.
Apalagi kalau dianya merupakan segala-galanya dalam hidup kita..

Semakin kita menghargai, semakin kita akan takut kehilangan.
Bener kan?

Sama seperti Daud yang dalam doanya hanya meminta jangan sekalipun mengambil Roh Tuhan daripadanya.
Bukankah hal itu menunjukkan betapa besar kebutuhan, kecintaan, keinginan untuk selalu bersama Roh Tuhan tadi.

Ketika kita berdoa, kita tahu Tuhan mendengar (buat yang punya Tuhan :p)
Dan ketika kita berbuat suatu kesalahan yang kita 'rasa' mengecewakanNya, kita merasa jauh, seakan Dia marah, seakan Dia tidak ada lagi untuk mendengar doa kita.
Yap, serasa bicara sendiri, bukannya berdua.
Bukankah berdoa itu artinya berbincang-bincang dengan Tuhan?
Kalo kita berdoa hanya merasa ngomong sendiri tanpa adanya 'jawaban' artinya cuman dua. Kalo ga emang salah cara doanya, ya salah milih tuhannya :p

Semua itu hanya soal iman.
Tapi menurut hikmat yang ada sekarang sih, ya gitu deh.
Mumpung Tuhan masih ada (dikatakan di alkitab setelah masa pengangkatan Roh Kudus pun akan diambil dari manusia, hingga yang tersisa di bumi harus bertahan dengan imannya sendiri, alias : doa pun saat itu percuma, serem gak tuh.....) ya cobalah mengenal.
Mumpung bisa mengenal, cobalah belajar.
Jangan pernah mencoba memahami Tuhan, bisa gila..
Ada cuman dua perintah buat manusia-manusiaNya :
1. Kasihilah TuhanMu.
2. Kasihilah sesamamu manusia.

Yang nomer satunya sih masih dibilang gampang, tinggal gimana hati kita.
Nah yang keduanya itu lhooooooowwwwwwww (ahahahahahahx)



Jadi, takut akan tuhan itu apa sih?
tergantung definisimu dulu Tuhan itu siapamu :)

tes

6.8.11

kumat

Akhirnya selesai juga dengerin album lenka kedua yang uda mulai kapan hari udah ada di kompi tapi ga pernah sempat bukanya :) ga pernah mood maksudnya :p

Dan udah dapet juga semua teks nya, meski baru cek beberapa lagu dan masih ada kemungkinan ada yang kurang bener dari 11 liriknya.
Diliat aja.

Sayang, belum dapat kunci gitarnya..
Sayangnya lagi, belum betulin tiga, eh empat, senar gitar yang kapan hari diputusin marvel.
Hah... akhir akhir ini kayaknya lupa jadi diri sendiri deh, sibuk bener ngurusin urusan orang (baca:marvel) sampe ga sadar tau tau udah bulan agustus.
Gila, bentar lagi umur nyampe 27, huhuhuhu
Padahal serasa baru kemaren umur 20 :)

Gitar masih KO
tadi siang ingat kembali waktu marvel seret seret tuh gitar berdebu buat maen mobil mobilan diatasnya T_T
teringat betapa dulu usaha cari duit sendiri dengan ngelesin anak sekolah tiap sore, dan akhirnya dapet beli barang dengan keringat sendiri!!! aaaargh, hasil kerja pertama kali, dan hasil kerja pertama kali itu diseret seret secara tidak beradab oleh anak sendiri.
dilema

Ah
Jadi inget yamaha tersayang, uda lamaaaaa banget dipulangin nitip ke rumah ortu.
Abisnya disini juga (untungnya uda dibalikin) pasti bakal ga awet.
Barang milik sendiri pertama kali yang cc adek gak bisa ikutan pake (hahahahaha >:) ) apa kabarnya
Biasa di rumah mama juga marvel yang main, main disini arti nya main beneran. Main pencet semua tombol yang ada...
T__T

Aaaahhhhhh
Kembalikan masa mudaku!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cincin kawin; borgol terkecil di dunia





...

So shake it off and make your way to somewhere different, to somewhere different
...
‘Cause you’re gonna skip along
Quite merrily baby, you’re gonna revel in hating what’s going on
...
Keep smiling knowing all the while the world will fall apart, the world will fall apart
...
Wouldn’t it be lovely to be home, home
Safe and sound with no one round to bring us down
But that’s so far away…
...
And no harm will come, no harm will come if we just skip along...



hmm lagu lenka yg ini terngiang terus di kepala sepanjang malam.
aaaa kata hati yang tak tersampaikan
ya tuhan, janganlah bermain dadu atas hidupku...


nb: gunakanlah teknologi. jangan biarkan teknologi menggunakan anda, dan memporakporandakan sisa sisa apa yang kau punya.



LENKA -End Of The World-

"End Of The World"

At the end of the world
I will be there with you
And we'll throw a party to celebrate
The things we used to do

Like living life, breathing air
Running your fingers through my hair
Oh, this isn't fair

At the end of the world
I will hold you so close
So we won't notice the destruction
Of all we used to know

We will close our eyes
As the waters rise
We'll float away and you will say
"Oh, isn't this nice?"

Ah, at the end of the world
We'll be together, be together
Ah, if I can spend it with you
Then the end of the world don't matter at all

At the end of the world
We will kiss for the last time
And we won't feel the earth collapse into
A mess of flood and fire

We'll be making love
As the sky above falls down over us
We'll be the luckiest ones

At the end of the world
I will be there with you
And we'll throw a party to celebrate
The things we used to do

At the end of the world
I will be there with you
And we'll throw a party to celebrate
The things we used to do

LENKA -Everything's okay-

"Everything's okay"

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say everything's okay

Woke my weary head
Crawled out of my bed
And I said "oh, how do I go on"?
Oh how do I go on?

Nothings going right
Shadows took the light
And I said 'how do I go on'?

Oh, how do I go on?
Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes, I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I've made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say everything's okay

*Everything's okay*

I gave my hope to you
When yo are nearly through
And you said "oh I can't go on"
Well now I need it back
'Cause I have got a lack of what's good
And I can't go on

Yeah sometimes I just need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you
Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I've made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say everything's okay
*Everything's okay Everything's okay Everything's okay Everything's okay*
Sometimes I just need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I've made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this messy life I've made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little...

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say everything's okay

LENKA -Shock Me Into Love-

"Shock Me Into Love"

Just when you think that it will never get you
It comes and throws a lightning bolt right at you
Before you know it now your pulse starts racing
And now your blood is running hot like crazy

Oh, give it everything, everything that you've got

No, I never knew that I could feel this way
No, I never had it running through my veins
No, I never thought that it could be enough
Suddenly you, you shock me into love

It's waiting for you right around the corner
It doesn't have the decency to warn ya
It comes along and taps you on the shoulder
You fall the arms that now will hold ha

Oh, give it everything, everything that you've got

No, I never knew that I could feel this way
No, I never had it running through my veins
No, I never thought that it could be enough
Suddenly you, you shock me into love

Electricity shoots from you to me

LENKA -You Will Be Mine-

"You Will Be Mine"

She moved in to the house next door
Said she'd never been in love before
Tried the best she could to hide herself away

But every time she turned the lights down low
He thought he heard a voice calling out so slow
Come and take me away from all this pain
And he said

I see you sitting there at the window sill
Looking for shooting stars
I wanna get closer and closer still
I wanna take over your heart

You will be mine, mine
Over time, time
You're gonna find, find
I'll make you mine, mine

Every morning when she came outside
He tried to be the one to catch her eye
But she would only turn away and hide

He started to concoct a plan
To get her to return the feelings that he had
To show her how he thought they were entwined

I see you sitting there at the window sill
Looking for shooting stars
I wanna get closer and closer still
I wanna take over your heart

You will be mine, mine
Over time, time
You're gonna find, find
I'll make you mine, mine

Little love letters written in red
Folded up, put away next to the bed, oh
Little crushed hopes every day
Waiting in the wings to spirit her away

LENKA -You Will Be Mine-

"You Will Be Mine"

She moved in to the house next door
Said she'd never been in love before
Tried the best she could to hide herself away

But every time she turned the lights down low
He thought he heard a voice calling out so slow
Come and take me away from all this pain
And he said

I see you sitting there at the window sill
Looking for shooting stars
I wanna get closer and closer still
I wanna take over your heart

You will be mine, mine
Over time, time
You're gonna find, find
I'll make you mine, mine

Every morning when she came outside
He tried to be the one to catch her eye
But she would only turn away and hide

He started to concoct a plan
To get her to return the feelings that he had
To show her how he thought they were entwined

I see you sitting there at the window sill
Looking for shooting stars
I wanna get closer and closer still
I wanna take over your heart

You will be mine, mine
Over time, time
You're gonna find, find
I'll make you mine, mine

Little love letters written in red
Folded up, put away next to the bed, oh
Little crushed hopes every day
Waiting in the wings to spirit her away

LENKA -Here To Stay-

"Here to Stay"

I don't know anymore
I don't know what I've been fighting for
But something inside me wont go quietly

And I could be anywhere
'Cause we're all breathing the same air
It goes inside and makes me feels alive
And all I can say is, all I can say

I am here and I will be
Following my own way
Forever and a day
I am here and I'm here to stay

Oh, we are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say
We are here and we're here to stay
We are here to stay

No matter where you roam
Anywhere you lad your heart's your home
Stand your ground if they push you down
Because all you can say is, all you can say

We are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say
We are here and we're here to stay

We are real and we feel it
When you deny us
Or when you get tired of us
We are here and we're here to stay
We are here to stay

I never knew when enough was enough
Or whether to stay when the going was though
But I won't let a little heart be afraid
And all i can say is, all I can say

I am here and I will be
Following my own way
Forever and a day
I am here and I'm here to stay

Oh, we are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say
We are here and we're here to stay
We are here to stay

LENKA -Blinded By Love-

"Blinded By Love"

I came home and nothing was right
It's been a while since a fight
Well, maybe tonight my need for love
Can blind my sight

And I say things out of spite
Or I push you aside
No, I don't know how to fix it
I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart

Help me to see
'Cause I am blinded by love, blinded by love
And help me to be the one to guide us
Through the dark things we do

Now I know I can be tough sometimes
My words come out like knives
Cutting the space between us
And you try, yeah, I know you try

To just let things slide
But what good is that to us?
Oh, oh, I don't know
I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart

Help me to see
'Cause I am blinded by love, blinded by love
And help me to be the one to guide us
Through the dark things we do

Oh, I don't know what possibly changed
We were so good, so good
And where is the light at the end of this tunnel
'Cause I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart

LENKA -Everything at Once-

"Everything at Once"

As sly as a fox, as strong as an ox
As fast as a hare, as brave as a bear
As free as a bird, as neat as a word
As quite as a mouse, as big as a house

All i wanna be, all i wanna be, oh
All i wanna be is everything

As mean as a wolf, as sharp as a tooth
As deep as a bite, as dark as the night
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong
As long as a road, as ugly as a toad

As pretty as a picture hanging from a fixture
Strong like a family, strong as i wanna be
Bright as day, light as play
As hard as nails, as grand as a whale

All i wanna be, all i wanna be, oh
All i wanna be is everything

As warm as the, the sun, as silly as fun
As cool as a tree, as scary as the sea
As hot as fire, cold as ice
Sweet as sugar and everything nice

As old as time, as straight as a line
As royal as a queen, as buzzed as a bee
Stealth as a tiger, smooth as a glide
Pure as a melody, pure as i wanna be

All i wanna be, all i wanna be, oh
All i wanna be is everything

LENKA -Sad Song-

"Sad Song"

Don't tell me you wanna be
The kind of girl who's drowning
And don't be holding on to anything
That's gonna keep you frowning, darling

Everyone's compelled to look into the mirror
When they're crying
Just because your tears are pretty
Doesn't mean they'll get you by

Sing me a sad song and make me feel better
Sing me a happy song and I might start to cry
Because everything feels like it's going around in circles
And everyone knows that the world is upside down

You were once a little baby
Full of optimistic wonder
So what got into you to make you think
That it could pull you under, honey

Could it be that we were under
The impression life was perfect?
And when the bubble burst
We understood that every part of it hurts

Sing me a sad song and make me feel better
Sing me a happy song and I might start to cry
Because everything feels like it's going around in circles
And everyone knows that the world is upside down

I'm going to color my glasses rose
I'm going to go where the rainbow goes
And my pot of gold will be waiting

LENKA -Roll With The Punches-

"Roll With The Punches"

(Roll, roll with the punches)
(Roll, roll with the punches)

That really hurts me like a fist to the face
I wasn't ready to be knocked out of place
Suddenly everything I was sure of
Is sinking below the depths of the surface

It's unexpected, it usually is
When you're rejected or you take a hit
Suddenly everything's thrown a spin
No time to grow a thicker skin
What kind of situation am I in now?

When life tries to knock all the wind out of you
You've got to roll, roll, roll with the punches
If all life offers is black and blue
You've got to roll, roll, roll with the punches

Little weapons over the phone
They like to threaten the life that I know
They say, get over here and get into the ring
Bit I'm not really much of a fighter

My mechanisms of defense are down
And my resistance is out on the town
I was alarmed by your attack
This isn't a boxing match
But I'll be damned if I ever let you win

When life tries to knock all the wind out of you
You've got to roll, roll, roll with the punches
If all life offers is black and blue
You've got to roll, roll, roll with the punches

Oh, when all I want is a little stability
Some time without any bruises
You go and tell me the things that I don't wanna hear
Putting your fists into my ears

Filling me up with the dread and the fear
Leaving me all in pieces
Suddenly everything's thrown in a spin
No time to grow a thicker skin
What kind of situation am I in now?

When life tries to knock all the wind out of you
You've got to roll, roll, roll with the punches

If all life offers is black and blue
You've got to hold, hold, hold your head up high
Yeah, when life tries to knock all the wind out of you
You've got to roll, roll, roll with the punches

If all life offers is black and blue
You've got to roll, roll, roll with the punches

LENKA -Heart Skips a Beat-

"Heart Skips a Beat"

Heart skips a beat, my heart skips a beat

My heart is playing tricks on me
And it's building bricks on me
I can't break through
And I can't face you

My world is turning slowly now
But it's burning up somehow
I need some time
To know what's right

'Cause it's only in the quiet that i feel some relief
I'm trying hard not to resist the joy
Don't listen to me i'm being paranoid
I might try hard but it's too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

My heart is always first to know
And as the feeling grows
I can't deny, push those thoughts aside
My world is full of loveliness
But I focus in the stress

My heart says," Go" but my brain says. "No"
And it's only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

Oh, I know this time 'cause it's physical
My blood has stopped and I am breathless as well
But I need a minute to convince myself
'Cause it's only in the quiet that I know what to feel

LENKA -Two-

"Two"

Two, now that I'm with you
Another point of view
Instead of what I knew
Oh two, whatever will do

I don't see a way through
But you're the one I choose
I never knew what double could do
But things are better, so much better

Hold me closer, never let me go
I don't want any other baby
Two is the one, two is the one
I was lonely, never had nobody
But now I've got double, baby
Two is the one, two is the one for me

One, never had so much fun
Staying up till sun
Banging on my own drum
One, always looking for love

And ending up with none
Made me come undone
I never knew what double could do
But things are better, so much better with two

Hold me closer, never let me go
I don't want any other baby
Two is the one, two is the one
I was lonely, never had nobody
But now I've got double, baby
Two is the one, two is the one for me

Two, a couple, not a few
Well, this is something new
If I can deal with it then so can you
I never what double could do
But things are better, so much better

Hold me closer, never let me go
I don't want any other baby
Two is the one, two is the one
I was lonely, never had nobody
But now I've got double, baby
Two is the one, two is the one for me

5.8.11

to kill a mockingbird

kemaren dapat 'bajakan' e-book cukup banyak ^o^
soal bajakan ato enggaknya sih kurang (mau) ngertiin yah, alamat ga ikutan donlot, tinggal baca aja :p peace

list nya :
angel & demon
deception point
carry me down
cleopatra-source book
cymbeln
digital fortress
child called it
supernova
devils wear prada
catch me if you can
kisah 47 ronin
julious caesar
lolita
middle sex
one for the money
pericles prince of tyre
sun tzu art of war
the lord of the ring 1 2 3
the da vinci code
the name of the rose
the white castle
the winters tale
to kill a mockingbird
twilight 1 2 3


hahahahahaha
senangnya
sebagian udah punya sebagian uda pernah baca sebagian tau judulnya aja sebagian malah ga pernah tau, but books are books, aren't they? ^^


yang bakal diabisin dulu mungkin To Kill a Mockingbird, abisnya dah penasaran lama sekali sering liat, sering dengar, tapi belum pernah sama sekali berkesempatan bacanya.
Kemaren siang waktu mampir di blog hendriologi, sempat baca dikit referensinya, jadi tambah penasaran!!!
Dan.. belum juga bilang siapa-siapa, malem keturutan dapet ebook tersebut diatas tanpa usaha.. :)

happy reading ephaaaaaaa..

4.8.11

the best mom ever

kasih ibu kepada beta, tak terhingga sepanjang masa. hanya memberi, tak harap kembali. bagai sang surya menyinari dunia..

hiks
tadi ketemu temen lama, lagi jalan di mal bawa bebi.
ternyata anaknya. hm, ada yang salah dengan kalimat sebelumnya kayaknya..
.. jadi tersentuh soalnya dulu teman saya yang itu pernah merasakan beratnya kehilangan anak.
jadi ikutan sedih kalo inget..

juga beberapa waktu lalu, menyaksikan anak-anak yang telah kehilangan ibunya.
sedih
mengingatkan beberapa waktu sebelumnya lagi, ketika seseorang wanita dewasa, bahkan bisa dibilang sudah tua, menangis berkata hingga sekarang pun terkadang dia masih merindukan ibunya yang telah lama meninggal.

well, sosok ibu emang tidak akan bisa tergantikan.
biar kadang yang namanya ibu itu berbeda banyak pandangan dengan anak-anaknya, bisa juga berperilaku tidak sesuai dengan keinginan anak-anaknya, ato melakukan kesalahan, bahkan memegang teguh prinsip yang bertentangan, tetaplah manusia.
sekarang ngerasain jadi mama juga, benernya sih gak ada yang berubah, begonya juga sama, hahaha, tapi dalam hal lain bisa ada something bigger tumbuh didalam 'hati'? perasaan, pemikiran, dan dalam doa.
percayalah, doa seorang ibu itu tulus untuk anak-anaknya.

kadang liat anak sendiri, tiap hari uda sama sama terus. pasti juga terlalu terbiasa, hingga kalo ketemu orang lain yang jarang ketemu, dia akan lebih manja ke orang itu, ninggalin mamanya T_T tega..
tapi ya maklum juga.
meski kadang takut juga, takut gak disayangin ma anak sendiri besok2nya T__T
tapi selalu, selalu diingatkan, semua itu ada porsinya.
gak peduli sesayang ato setidak sayang (ada gak sih kata ini?) kita sama anak-anak kita, niscaya rasa sayangnya dia ke kita nanti sudah ada tertulis dalam rencana tuhan. gitu
jadi benernya percuma kawatir sih
tapi namanya orang :)

trus kadang dengar cerita, ehm, berita, lebih tepat dibilang berita, tentang anak tersayang yang kemudian menjahati mamanya sendiri. memberi perlakuan yang tidak menyenangkan, bahkan kadang didepan banyak orang.
aduh, bisa ikut sakit hati rasanya.
padahal cuman dengar, maklum, sensi :)

ada juga melihat dan mengamati bagaimana kekuatan hubungan darah ibu dan anak itu ternyata tidak bisa terkalahkan oleh apapun juga. kalo secara ilmiah sih kurang ngerti pembuktiannya, apa beda ibu kandung ato ibu yang nggedein, dllnya..
tapi bener deh, jadi seorang ibu itu merupakan sesuatu yang amat sangat istimewa, tidak akan pernah tergantikan selama lamanya.
biar apapun yang bisa terjadi.

kadang kita yang lupa arti penting seorang ibu untuk kita. kadang juga kita lupa bahwa seorang ibu akan selalu menganggap anak-anaknya adalah anak-anaknya, tak peduli berapa banyak nominal umurnya. kadang kita kurang bersyukur.

ya, tiap orang mencintai dengan caranya sendiri.
ada yang secara fisik memberi perhatian, melimpahi hadiah, dan sebagainya.
ada yang secara hati mengirim banyak sekali doa.
ada juga yang memang kurang.
semoga saya gak jadi anak seperti yang terakhir. dan semoga juga anak saya nanti juga tidak menjadi seperti yang terakhir T_T

yah, semoga semua makhluk berbahagia. katanya begitu kan.
kamu adalah kamu. aku adalah aku. tapi aku ada karenamu. dan kamu ada karenaku.
kini kujalani hidupku, untuk menyiapkanmu menjalani hidupmu, sebagaimana aku menjalani hidupku kini karena apa yang telah dipersiapkan untukku dulu, dan kinipun masih.

eva, itu namaku

ternyata manusia itu selalu berubah. namun ada beberapa hal yang memang 'sudah dari sononya' :D

intinya, tiap manusia punya kelebihan dan kekurangannya.

berhubung ini blog milik saya, jadi boleh dong diomongin, daripada ngomongin orang laen yang enggak enggak :)
saya orangnya moody abis.
pas rajin, wah rumah rapi kinclong keren abizzz
pas 'kurang' rajin..... hehe (ga perlu dibahas banyak-banyaklah yang ini)
pas lagi pengen belajar apa gitu, bentar aja pasti bisa (bisa bukan berarti hasilnya selalu bagus lho ya *mata lirik atas sambil siul siul*)
pas lagi gak tertarik, diajarin apapun pasti numpang lewat aja di telinga; hiks, salah satu kemalasan yang gak ilang-ilang : males banget ngingat-ngingat nama orang! padahal banyak buku mengatakan mengingat nama orang itu salah satu kunci penting jadi orang sukses!!
aih
hmm

tapi moody pun ada batasnya. semacam tiap manusia pasti punya kesukaan dan ketidaksukaan akan sesuatu yang ..paten?
meski semua bisa diubah, ada beberapa hal jauh dalam hati tidak akan pernah berubah, kan?
nah
kayak membaca.
saya sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa banget membaca.
gak perlu banyak keterangan untuk itu.
mari menuju ke hal utama yang mau ditulis disini.

jadi begini kejadiannya
kan suka baca.
tapi juga cukup punya pengendalian atas keinginan-keinginan diri sendiri semacam tidak pernah asal belanja, kecuali emang butuh, ato uda pengen sejak lama.
jadi meski suka baca, dan suka punya buku bacaan, kadang pun masih ga puas-puasnya cari bacaan laennya.
intinya; SAYA MENGHILANGKAN BUKU SEWAAN!
huhuhuhuhuhu

padahal udah dicari-cari sampe ke sudut sudut rumah.
mana rumah juga gak gede-gede amat, gak banyak barang (serius, rumahku minimalis plus kemampuan lain lagi dari nyonya rumah yang suka banget 'mengeluarkan' barang tidak berguna dengan tega sekali), udah sampe seret perabot-perabot serumah, menata ulang rak buku, menata ulang lemari, dan segala usaha lainnya, SENDIRIAN, gak ketemu juga T____T

sedih
sedih soalnya tuh buku udah gak ada yang jual baru lagi
sedih soalnya penasaran abis-abisan sembunyi dimana tuh buku sebiji bisa-bisanya lepas dari pengamatan sang penguasa rumah >:)
sedih soalnya merasa kurang bertanggung jawab atas kepentingan pribadi
ah
kalo jodoh juga gak lari kemana *lhaaaa?*

hehe

ya, begitulah.
idup ini indah, apalagi dengan kemampuan manusia untuk bisa membaca, yang menurut pendapat pribadi merupakan suatu kemampuan yang amat luar biasa, disamping penemuan sandal jepit, bagaimana kita bisa mengetahui beraneka ragam sudut pandang dari otak-otak manusia lainnya.

oiya, beberapa waktu ini sempat ngumpulin beberapa bacaan sih. tapi cuman sedikit dari beberapa itu yang bisa dibilang enak dibaca.
hmm, i was a mouse-philip pullman; bacaan enteng tp endingnya cukup menyenangkan :)
anansi boys-neil gaiman; tulisan padat, sukaaaa, meski ga dalem-dalem banget :)
amber spyglass+the subtle knife-philip pullman; trilogi golden compass, ceritanya enak, tapi buku ketiganya yang paling 'menggoda' hehe, mesti baca sendiri, ati2 beberapa 'pandangan iman' bisa berubah :p fiksi tapi sedikit menjurus deh kayaknya, jaga iman aja
drachenreiter-cornelia funke; enteng n terjemahan kurang gimana..gitu (halah sok-sok-an banget ini si eva)
walking lazarus-t.l.hines; jelek, nyesel belinya
memeluk gerhana-isa kamari; hiks, lumayan bagus tapi masih bagusan laskar pelangi (kenapa juga ngebandinginnya sama itu? ga tau juga, yang kepikir cuman itu ^o^ )
dendam di istana giok-dale furutani; la la la
epileptik 1&2-david.b; novel grafis menarik, sama sedikit mencekam -o-
the bourne ultimatum-robert ludlum; hihi filmnya dulu kereeeeeennnnn, sayang bukunya
terkendala terjemahan yang kurang enak dibaca :p
dan ada lagi beberapa yang kurang berkesan sampe judulnya pun malas mengingatnya, hahaha
maklum, dapet ini semua pas diskonan :)

dah ah. nunggu mood laen lagi laen x
bukan buat cari duit, bukan buat ngeksis abis, bukan juga buat ditujukan orang orang tertentu.
ada juga ngeblog buat iseng ^^

idup itu sebentar, idup itu seru, idup itu kadang mengecewakan, idup itu kadang terlupakan, idup itu buat diri sendiri, buat orang tuamu, buat saudara-saudarimu, buat anak-anakmu, buat teman-temanmu, buat semua orang yang ditakdirkan mengenalmu, dan buat penciptamu.
idup itu luar biasa bukan

from eva, with blogspot.
hahaha